I am still lost.
whatever should I be doing now?
I am still hesitating as to which step I should take next.
For I am reminded by my past that any wrong step or any rash decision would affect my future paths.
Sighs.
Any idea what I should do? :/

Oh wells.. Here's a shoutout to my boyfren who is having his exams tml.
hope he gets to see it in time.
ALL THE BEST!! ^^